I really need some further input..a brief background without boring anyone..i am a Pastors wife and also my husband is a chaplain in the Army...i have been married for 23 years, have 3 children..but my "marriage" is not good..i have done all i know how to do...with all my research, trying and talking to others i now realize i am in a verbally abusive relationship...i still have trouble admitting to that..i have tried everything it seems...couples counseling, being completely catering and submissive, praying, begging with God, fasting, reading tons of books, writing letters to him to ask him to work with me to help our "marriage'...researched tons of info...its just all the things now are leading to the next step being, i walk out...i cant do that..i am not strong enough..i dont feel that God would approve of that...i have seen the verses that say that God doesnt approve of the way he treats me, but i just feel like if i do everything "right", come when he calls, do what he says, keep trying that it will get better..i see it as all my fault..i just dont know what the biblical "right" next step should be...any input to this would be greatly appreciated...sad to say my heart has grown cold towards him with all the name calling, yelling, manipulation, putdowns, etc..i just want to take the right steps in this what i find a difficult situation..thank you anyone for your input on this..praying for other as they seek Gods will for their situations...
james cameron liam hemsworth hunger games miss canada justin bieber boyfriend marianas trench camille grammer
No comments:
Post a Comment
Note: Only a member of this blog may post a comment.